It's almost over.
Thanks goodness. Now if I only could find a job before the worst month of the year start >.>

Some people like to call stuff "holy trinities" in the gaming crowd.
I have my own. But it's not a positive one. November December and January.
Those 3 months are always full of stories, and I can't remember any that are positive.

I get all happy and stuff when I see light and gold being put up for the dark period of the year. But my cheerfulness is always swipped by damn stupid stuff. Petty things sometimes. Really.


November this year will have been my job hunt. I'm now getting over it. Wether I get a job or not won't mater anymore. I'm moving. Again.
December. Away from familly. Wich can be a good thing. But also away from everything I feel like. I have a couple of friends here. But I don't feel like spending the holidays with their family. I still have hope for that month. Just like I had the years before XD

And January. I'm not gonna even start on that one. Mainly because it still far away. But also because It's gonna be the weirdest in a while.
The month I feel most neutral towards so far.


Bref, I feel down and instead of listening to music and sleeping all day I'll try to at least pick up a pen when I don't feel like walking out.

I'm not even going to be sorry if it sounds/looks emo.
Working emotion out thru the pen worked really good for me before and will work fine again.
I'm sure there will be a public for it anyway ^^


On that,
Good night, sweet dreams and stuff.